Sekolah Kebangsaan Lubuk Chempedak

A day with blessing morning.. This is the story about my school that i have been posted.. and i felt so lucky when i got offer letter from KPM..

when september end..

It's been a years i dont posted anything since a became a teacher... living in this place makes me sick and realize whose is your real friends or traitors. But luckily u wont go does forever, remember u gonna rock em all. When september came, it bring a lot of mesmerizing phase. I Cannot explained it cos seem it gonna Hurt my feeling especially.. true, its really awkward and make me burden, but i've to disassemble it alone by myself.. Keep listen to this song Larut by Dewa... arghhhhh.....

It's a Perfect Strangers.

This few days I feel so disapointed and heart-broken. It is awful and I feel that your words totally make me unconscious. To be frank, when the first time I know you, I that you're really good person, easy going and relaxing. But the problem happen when you scold me last night. But before that, you had wrote something on your blog apparently. You know what, even i'm really bad person I never make you burden. But, the biggest mistake that I had done is knowing you. You know what, it is awkward when you text me with nasty words, writing a weir-do perception. I just can pray to my dear God for everything happen. And you make me embrassing. I've no mood to teach and do works. By the way, I just want to say thank you so much, for making your friends heart crying.

Saya rasa kesal, dan menyesal sebab terlalu baik dengan manusia2 yang x pernah rasa saya ni baik. I never ask for response or granted from you. But please respect on people perceptions, behaviours and feels. Today i went to school with a bruise eyes. I never feel like this before. Even I'm real-ly bad2 person, i never hurting you!! Actually i haven't read anything, till this morning i read something on your e-diaries.. oh wow, your words totally hot. You know what? It's kiling me softly. What do you feels? Actually you don't feels anything because you have any feelings..

Ya, i'm sensitive person, full of trouble, troublesome, and whatever you says about me is correct. I'm FULL OF ERRORS guys living in a broken life. I can't wait hardly to finish my course here. I don't want to live at Johore anymore. I wanna go back Penang, leaving all this thing. You know why I'm still here?? Because you had motivate me before that semester breaks, u gave me a lots of words of wisdom to embrace this course till death. But what you had done? You screw up everything. Hurting your friends.

Last night, when you text me,scolding me with that words, suddenly I'm thinking of a few Malays poem. And it's sound like this :

Buat Baik Berpada-Pada,

Buat Jahat Jangan Sekali.

As I know, no one says bad words or says something behind when we turn into best friends. That's is only your misperception and wrongly intuition on me. And thank you so much. I need to talk to someone, but I can't because you has warn me last night. With a blister words....

Thank you so much. And I promise won't disturb you anymore. Don't worry, you never owe me anything, I just feel sad and really tightened with your perceptions. Take care, don't eat the thing that you can't eats. Thanks again. :(

thx u

Terima kasih kepada semua yang wish besday aku... Terharu jugak ni... Special thanks for my parents. I miss them so much... Harap semuanya akan berlalu dengan cepat.. Sedih la plak... huhuhu... Tapi rasa semangat bila dapat ucapan besday dr kwn2, sepupu aku.. haha.. Paling spesel dari org yang aku sayang... Sapa ya... H ka... haha... keywords.. tettttt.... Kalau dia baca kan best.. Tapi, dia la semangat sebenarnya... untuk belajaq dan etc2... haha... last word, TERIMA KASIH semuaanya...

hari ini dan selamanya

Salam dan selamat petang semuanya... Hari ni memang menyakitkan hati... Tekanan teruss sampai malam... RPH la, Unit Plan la.. hanjeng tol... huhu... Dah la tu, aku pi ajak orang yang xmau keluar gan aku.. SENTAP.. Apa nak buat.. Orang tengok aku ni bad boy kut.. Atau memang aku ni hantu kut.. Suka hisap darah.. haha.. Well, benda ni biasa la... Tapi maybe aku expect lebih kut... Ingatkan diri aku dah perfek rupanya masih belum lagi.. TP better react macam biasa.. Sebab bila aku buat hanjeng, orang cepat berasan.. Hurm..

Actually aku xtau la nk categorized blog aku ni lebih kepada apa... Maybe luahan perasaan yang xpenah2 orang buat.. Almaklumla, susah nk bercakap tentang benda2 weird ni. Better menulis ja.. Umpama mata pisau yang menikam jantung.. Haish merepek apa la.. Almost a year, i try to make everyone comfortable with me.. But there are still lack of my personality.. Wrongly attitude.. (guess what) hurmm...

Bila dah jd macam ni, rasa bosan ja... Nak belah la untuk dua tiga hari... Pegi jauh, keep silence and jadi budak JAHAT.. mampukah... ? haha.. xjugak... If i had RM80k, dah lama aku stop menda2 ni.. Even my future gonna be greater, but i'm sick of this thing!! Teringin nak marah sapa2, tapi aku ni jenis xpandai nk marah orang.. Walau mati di bunuh sekali pn, tetap ilek-ilek sudah...

Penat la... Terasa pun ada.. Dulu orang selalu cakap, kesabaran membuahkan hasil... Memang ya la.. Tapi sekarang, dah rasa "alah bisa, tegal biasa... Okeyla, time for rest... huhu... Hafiz dating gan Suffi.. Tinggal kami semua.. haha.. sentap...

klik la link.. lagu best... Memang kena pada waktunya..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SR6iYWJxHqs

How Can You Be A Good Person?

Hurmm... guess what, i had been thinking of this thing so many times... huhuhu... But it keeps come apparently inside my mind. There are many types of person that we can differentiate them.

First by looking on their behaviour. As we know, behaviour plays important role in reflecting everyone. Actually i lost my mind because i don't have any points to write this topic. haha.. However, me and friend had moved from hostel to outside. Guess what? It was so pathetic when we had to share a small room with 3 person inside. huhu.. There are also a few neighbours. And this area look like a "dark areas" when i saw a few "sisters" walking a the night and find a money... adoii.. So scary.. What to do huh? Unless you anak Dato' maybe you can stay in the hostel with few MPP(master of PUPPETS) controlling and show their kids power!! bodoh sial...

When the ideas come~~ haha... As usuall, when the night comes there will be a sound surround us. Of course DRAMA has started.. Demmit... You may feel like a "Panic at Disco" when they start their activities on 9.00 p.m.. everyday!!

Sebenarnya, apabila kita tinggal dalam keadaan sebegini, kita akan lebih mengenali diri, kawan-kawan dan sebagainya. And i should be thankful to God when He send me a good friends(i guess) haha... Anda sangat bertuah apabila dikurniakan kawan yang banyak membantu dan menolong. Sebabnya ialah, aku ini seorang yang penuh dengan kelemahan dan "kemaluan" haha.. Walaupun keadaan bilik sarang ayam yang sangat sempit dan berbau-bau kasturi segala nih, tapi keadaan cukup indah apabila nilai persahabatan mengatasi semuanya. Malam2 mendatang dengan bermain burung2 marah (angry birds). Dan x lama lagi, kami semua akan menempuhi alam praktikal yang maha dasyat sebabnya ELTM kena guna program dari INTEL. demmmit.. I was in pressured when our big momma ask us to finish up Lesson Plan.. Apalah kegunaan program tu.. Eventhough, that program really important but as a beginner teacher like us, it seems to be the hardest thing to cope all this thing. my mess feel face.. silap la plak. my face feels like messy..

Nantikan sambungan~~ tidoq sat

hello

luckily that person has text me via fb chat.. i m so glad and happily ever after.. hahaha... but one thing has happen to me when i woke up in the morning... the postmen gave a letter from court that state i had been sued by PTPTN.. OMG.. fakkkk... what the hell was happening.. i dont have any salary yet money to gave them.... huhu... what should i do...??? last thing, i think i should call their management and say something about my problem.. i dont want to be blacklisted!!! demmitt... its really freaky and weirdo.... duhhhhhhh........ should i told my family.... huhu... its ald 12.oo a.m but still cant make up my mind.... o God bless me... but nothing cant change it.... should i bring WHAT......... nite all....

sorry

pls apologize me if something happen to me...

i miss you.....

once upon a time... huhu... i miss someone.. but i feel we do not match to each other coz of something... btw, i ll try to keep far apart from this miserable thing... this is so disasterous.... i need to recycle it... i wont bother u anymore.. slowly i'll go from your life....

i'm back

adoii... penatnya kpli... huhuhu... this is SUCK... i never feel like this before.... well, feel like something new inside this blog setting.. so impress hahaha... i miss my hometome.. by the way, i think this is a right time to activate my blog... i haven't wrote for about a years.. i guess... i do love all my KPLI friends... sokey will continue tonite.. i had a lot of stories to tell....

positive+negative

ntah lah wei...aku xtau nk tulis apa...aku xtau nk kata apa...apa yg aku tau...aku rindu kn dia sgt2...minda aku sntiasa tringat kn dia...hati aku slalu mnyebut nama dia...tp ntah lah...dia pun sama ker mrindui aku??dia pun sama ker msih memikir kn ttg diri aku??adakah dia pun sama brmimpi kn aku ketika tidur mlm ny??atau hny aku sorg jer yg msih mngharap kn pd si dia lg??aku sorg saja ker yg msih trkenang kn dia lg??apa yg ptut aku laku kn??aku xsekuat apa yg kau sngka kn...malah aku sndri xsngka aku bgitu lemah sebegini...aku rindu kn kau sgt2...jiwa aku kosong sgt2... mcm2 da terjadi dlm beberapa hari ni.. aku teringin sgt nak jumpa dia tp hanya dalam kebetulan ja.. sedeh... aku nak sembang gan dia, lepak do everything gan dia.. tp keadaan belum tersedia untuk dia jumpak aku... tp semuanya salah aku sebab aku dah bawa dia dlm hidup aku.. kesian dia.. tp aku....

monday mourning....

this song is very nice and fascinate me too much...

kotak

masih cinta

Tik tik tik waktu berdetik

Tak mungkin bisa kuhentikan

Maumu jadi mauku

Pahit pun itu ku tersenyum

Kamu tak tahu rasanya hatiku

Saat berhadapan kamu

Tik tik tik air mataku

Biar terjatuh dalam hati

Mauku tak penting lagi

Biar kubuat bahagiamu

Kamu tak tahu rasanya hatiku

Saat berhadapan kamu

Kamu tak bisa bayangkan rasanya

Jadi diriku yang masih cinta

Kamu tak tahu hancurnya hatiku

Saat berhadapan kamu

Kamu tak bisa bayangkan rasanya

Jadi diriku yang masih cinta

blessing......

Menanti Sebuah Jawaban
Artist: Padi
Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu

Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu

Seiring jejak kakiku bergetar

Aku tlah terpaku oleh cintamu

Menelusup hariku dengan harapan

Namun kau masih terdiam membisu

Sepenuhnya aku...ingin memelukmu

Mendekap penuh harapan...tuk mencintaimu

Setulusnya aku...akan terus menunggu

Menanti sebuah jawaban tuk memilikimu

Betapa pilunya rindu menusuk jiwaku

Semoga kau tau isi hatiku...

Dan seiring waktu yang terus berputar

Aku masih terhanyut dalam mimpiku

Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu

Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu

marhaban ya ramadhan al-mubarak

salam, days to days past without any sign and unexpected things was happen.. by the way, i just want to wish happy eid mubarak.. may Allah bless us ...

sun+day

wah..... its already 3 days raining without any sign of sun.. well, its okey for me coz it can help to redeem or to control the h1n1 viruses from spreading to my places... haha... i miss the moment when i was in training in ILP Jitra, and it would be a nice couple weeks for me coz i m getting a new friends.. they are from another places, and we had a differ culture among us.. thats things make us become so unique... haha.. eventough we are not in biological relations, for me our relation become so fascinating... and guest what?? i was stuck with somebody who really become my best friend.... haha i was hoping that that person would be my soulmates... is it would be reality for??? OMG, this situation has bring into a difficult path when was telling her that i really adore her... she really make me up from the down and guard me when i was in troble... huh... i cant describe anymore coz she wouldnt read my blog... sometimes people migght think me that i m really insane, but its not a mentality problems for me.. did you know why?? coz when you are in blink2 situation, you say something from your inner heart.. plus, she really amazed me, so thats why i become like this... haha... bla22.......

p/s: everyday i m talking about the damn thing.... haha.... thx...

holiday.... The Lata Bayu

Lata Bayu one of the famous recreation places to people in Kedah... you can go Lata Bayu is a well maintained recreation park in the state of Kedah. A few km outside Baling there is a clearly signposted road, leading to the falls. Follow this road for about 10 km. Turn right at a junction and continue for another 3 km. The park has all facilities.



beautiful pool to remain our memories

<----- pool in Lata Bayu...












Its so nice place....

nice place to remember your memories...

T he Lata Bayu signboard

State: Kedah
Location:Off road 67, near Baling
Coordinates and map:N05 43.22' E100 48.88'
Water Source:Stream
Waterfall Profile:Near Vertical falls, Cascades
Accessibility:Recreation Park


p/s: sebenaq nya aku baru ja pi lata bayu 2 minggu lepas.. memang syok sampai demam 2 hari.. its not h1n1 la... haha.. so bercutilah dalam negeri kedah yang tercinta ni.... Malaysia banyak tempat untuk dilawati dan menarik untuk dikunjungi... duh... haha

buzy day...

tara... evening to alls... so busy today coz got many thing to do... huargh, so tired by the way, i had thing to do... today, when i checked my email at 9.00 a.m i saw so many email tru my inbox.. hoho.. got some job that i had to finish up... na,at 3.30 p.m i finish ald my works... just waiting for tomorrow coz i has to fax all the description to SKMM... i dont know what to say for today coz i m really busy with my works... so its can make me forget all my problems for a moment.. but that person keep playing and blinking in my mind.. huh, so complicated... since i met that person on the last few weeks, i cant forget her smile.. she s so adorable, unpredictable she also has a good heart, loyalty and humble person... huhu i like her but why i cant make her like me????? am i not good enough?? or am i too bad person... duh.... sedey...

sunday morning+evening

haaaaaaa.... i had nothing to say for today.. but today i was so happy coz i m meeting somebody yesterday... that person was so special in my heart eventough i cant grab my love with passionate.. gaga.. but then today something was happened to that guys.. haha.. so pity.. OMG, i was really stuck in the middle of heart between us.. i m not sure wether my hand was clapping with 1 fingers... guest, what was happened when we meet up yesterday?? huh, sound goes terrible, but in my inner heart says that that person was so kind to me.. adorable.. hey, cant you guys tell me where i can express my feeling?? should i talk to mr. counsellor.. hoho.. sound so stupid.. anyone cant settle down my problem.. its so complicated to understand my problems......

p/s: haha, correct my english.. betoi ka dak tak tw la.....

loves pain

haha... new weeks for me.. so sad you know when you say loves to somebody but then that person is not suitable to us.... why?? argghh let me keep inside my deep heart.... last nite something was happen to my entire life.. i has told that person that i really need in my recent life... i dont know wether my confession was going into a real path or not.. but i realize that, i do need that person for this moment... its hard to see all my problems going downs and follow the flow.. you know why i do like that person too much?? coz got something good on her heart... seem like stupid coz in this recent time, for some people intimate relation is important.. but then, for me i dont need

intimate relation to influence my love for that person.... huh.. sound goes hard, but its really happen to me..... i do need that person so much... tq.. missing..








p/s: tah betul ka tak apa yg aku tulih... tp yg pasti benda ni amat mustahil..







aku di fesyen show... sama angga

flu....

salam semua kawan2... apa khabaq... hehe.. hari ni aku bwt byak benda termasuklah update blog(ni perkara wajib)... haha.. tiba2 lak aku rasa something pain inside my chest.. xtw la... mungkin petunjuk dr Tuhan or ntah.. well tak dpt balik coz tak dpt permission.. sedey seh.... aku tak larat tulih panjang sgt coz aku demam.. wel i just wanna say tat i m really miss you.... someone...