Wednesday, August 26, 2009


ntah lah wei...aku xtau nk tulis apa...aku xtau nk kata apa...apa yg aku tau...aku rindu kn dia sgt2...minda aku sntiasa tringat kn dia...hati aku slalu mnyebut nama ntah lah...dia pun sama ker mrindui aku??dia pun sama ker msih memikir kn ttg diri aku??adakah dia pun sama brmimpi kn aku ketika tidur mlm ny??atau hny aku sorg jer yg msih mngharap kn pd si dia lg??aku sorg saja ker yg msih trkenang kn dia lg??apa yg ptut aku laku kn??aku xsekuat apa yg kau sngka kn...malah aku sndri xsngka aku bgitu lemah sebegini...aku rindu kn kau sgt2...jiwa aku kosong sgt2... mcm2 da terjadi dlm beberapa hari ni.. aku teringin sgt nak jumpa dia tp hanya dalam kebetulan ja.. sedeh... aku nak sembang gan dia, lepak do everything gan dia.. tp keadaan belum tersedia untuk dia jumpak aku... tp semuanya salah aku sebab aku dah bawa dia dlm hidup aku.. kesian dia.. tp aku....

Monday, August 24, 2009

monday mourning....

this song is very nice and fascinate me too much...
masih cinta
Tik tik tik waktu berdetik
Tak mungkin bisa kuhentikan
Maumu jadi mauku
Pahit pun itu ku tersenyum
Kamu tak tahu rasanya hatiku
Saat berhadapan kamu
Tik tik tik air mataku
Biar terjatuh dalam hati
Mauku tak penting lagi
Biar kubuat bahagiamu
Kamu tak tahu rasanya hatiku
Saat berhadapan kamu
Kamu tak bisa bayangkan rasanya
Jadi diriku yang masih cinta
Kamu tak tahu hancurnya hatiku
Saat berhadapan kamu
Kamu tak bisa bayangkan rasanya
Jadi diriku yang masih cinta

Sunday, August 23, 2009


Menanti Sebuah Jawaban
Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu
Seiring jejak kakiku bergetar
Aku tlah terpaku oleh cintamu
Menelusup hariku dengan harapan
Namun kau masih terdiam membisu
Sepenuhnya aku...ingin memelukmu
Mendekap penuh harapan...tuk mencintaimu
Setulusnya aku...akan terus menunggu
Menanti sebuah jawaban tuk memilikimu
Betapa pilunya rindu menusuk jiwaku
Semoga kau tau isi hatiku...
Dan seiring waktu yang terus berputar
Aku masih terhanyut dalam mimpiku
Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu

Thursday, August 20, 2009

marhaban ya ramadhan al-mubarak

salam, days to days past without any sign and unexpected things was happen.. by the way, i just want to wish happy eid mubarak.. may Allah bless us ...

Sunday, August 9, 2009


wah..... its already 3 days raining without any sign of sun.. well, its okey for me coz it can help to redeem or to control the h1n1 viruses from spreading to my places... haha... i miss the moment when i was in training in ILP Jitra, and it would be a nice couple weeks for me coz i m getting a new friends.. they are from another places, and we had a differ culture among us.. thats things make us become so unique... haha.. eventough we are not in biological relations, for me our relation become so fascinating... and guest what?? i was stuck with somebody who really become my best friend.... haha i was hoping that that person would be my soulmates... is it would be reality for??? OMG, this situation has bring into a difficult path when was telling her that i really adore her... she really make me up from the down and guard me when i was in troble... huh... i cant describe anymore coz she wouldnt read my blog... sometimes people migght think me that i m really insane, but its not a mentality problems for me.. did you know why?? coz when you are in blink2 situation, you say something from your inner heart.. plus, she really amazed me, so thats why i become like this... haha... bla22.......

p/s: everyday i m talking about the damn thing.... haha.... thx...

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

holiday.... The Lata Bayu

Lata Bayu one of the famous recreation places to people in Kedah... you can go Lata Bayu is a well maintained recreation park in the state of Kedah. A few km outside Baling there is a clearly signposted road, leading to the falls. Follow this road for about 10 km. Turn right at a junction and continue for another 3 km. The park has all facilities.

beautiful pool to remain our memories

<----- pool in Lata Bayu...

Its so nice place....

nice place to remember your memories...

T he Lata Bayu signboard

State: Kedah
Location:Off road 67, near Baling
Coordinates and map:
N05 43.22' E100 48.88'
Water Source:Stream
Waterfall Profile:Near Vertical falls, Cascades
Accessibility:Recreation Park

p/s: sebenaq nya aku baru ja pi lata bayu 2 minggu lepas.. memang syok sampai demam 2 hari.. its not h1n1 la... haha.. so bercutilah dalam negeri kedah yang tercinta ni.... Malaysia banyak tempat untuk dilawati dan menarik untuk dikunjungi... duh... haha

Monday, August 3, 2009

buzy day...

tara... evening to alls... so busy today coz got many thing to do... huargh, so tired by the way, i had thing to do... today, when i checked my email at 9.00 a.m i saw so many email tru my inbox.. hoho.. got some job that i had to finish up... na,at 3.30 p.m i finish ald my works... just waiting for tomorrow coz i has to fax all the description to SKMM... i dont know what to say for today coz i m really busy with my works... so its can make me forget all my problems for a moment.. but that person keep playing and blinking in my mind.. huh, so complicated... since i met that person on the last few weeks, i cant forget her smile.. she s so adorable, unpredictable she also has a good heart, loyalty and humble person... huhu i like her but why i cant make her like me????? am i not good enough?? or am i too bad person... duh.... sedey...

Sunday, August 2, 2009

sunday morning+evening

haaaaaaa.... i had nothing to say for today.. but today i was so happy coz i m meeting somebody yesterday... that person was so special in my heart eventough i cant grab my love with passionate.. gaga.. but then today something was happened to that guys.. haha.. so pity.. OMG, i was really stuck in the middle of heart between us.. i m not sure wether my hand was clapping with 1 fingers... guest, what was happened when we meet up yesterday?? huh, sound goes terrible, but in my inner heart says that that person was so kind to me.. adorable.. hey, cant you guys tell me where i can express my feeling?? should i talk to mr. counsellor.. hoho.. sound so stupid.. anyone cant settle down my problem.. its so complicated to understand my problems......

p/s: haha, correct my english.. betoi ka dak tak tw la.....

Thursday, July 30, 2009

loves pain

haha... new weeks for me.. so sad you know when you say loves to somebody but then that person is not suitable to us.... why?? argghh let me keep inside my deep heart.... last nite something was happen to my entire life.. i has told that person that i really need in my recent life... i dont know wether my confession was going into a real path or not.. but i realize that, i do need that person for this moment... its hard to see all my problems going downs and follow the flow.. you know why i do like that person too much?? coz got something good on her heart... seem like stupid coz in this recent time, for some people intimate relation is important.. but then, for me i dont need

intimate relation to influence my love for that person.... huh.. sound goes hard, but its really happen to me..... i do need that person so much... tq.. missing..

p/s: tah betul ka tak apa yg aku tulih... tp yg pasti benda ni amat mustahil..

aku di fesyen show... sama angga

Sunday, July 19, 2009


salam semua kawan2... apa khabaq... hehe.. hari ni aku bwt byak benda termasuklah update blog(ni perkara wajib)... haha.. tiba2 lak aku rasa something pain inside my chest.. xtw la... mungkin petunjuk dr Tuhan or ntah.. well tak dpt balik coz tak dpt permission.. sedey seh.... aku tak larat tulih panjang sgt coz aku demam.. wel i just wanna say tat i m really miss you.... someone...

Thursday, July 16, 2009

phase 1

  • hari ni sgt panjang coz byk benda kena bwt.. pi aloq staq la... cek makmal baru, set up lcd lg... semua tu as a new experience to me.. tak lah bosan sgt hari ni..

  • i dont know what to say for blog today... i just thinking about my future, and present.. and then i feel that there is a lot of path and journey that i had to face it by myself.. day after day past without any sign, and i realise that my heart was fallen into somebody... and i dont know why it was happened to me.. why not to others... my friend keep asking me "hey asrul, why do you look so blink2".. and i said, its nothing.. ahhhhh... why people surround me can get their love in past and good manners.. its seem to be the hardest word to me.. but, i always set in my mind maybe that person was not suitable or maybe God has given me another person to be part of my life..

  • well, life must go on eventough you had to facing a big matter.. living in these worlds must be crime and tough.. like my late grandma say, we should not let anything goes without any action unless u cannot face it anymore.. guys, do you believe love?? this questionaire always plays in my mind.. i do beleive love but for me there are many ways that we can find loves.. no matter in what ways,love begin when your heart was stuck together and its called love to me... love doesnt mean you should having an intimate relationship.. but loves can exist when you cares about your friend... need him/her to be beside you... though you and him/her are not in biologically related, loves also can exists...

  • for me loves has a lot meaning and ways....but i realise that there is one love that never lasting.. FRIENDSHIPS..

  • do you know why?? because friends was the person know about you everything even you had a bad behave, or good.. they know you so well and keep supporting you... he always cover you when you in problems. better friends is like a guard, because he keep protect you and when you down, he always keep you up.. a loves between friendship existing when he keep swallowing what you had done to him... without sincerity, loves never exist between you and him/her.... do remember one thing guys, never fall in loves with external factors.. but adore him/ her when he keep you up.. brings you joy.. loves his/ heart, kindness, and loyalty.. dont ever let materialistics, good looking take over your relationship...

  • thats all i can say for today.. that mean, my blog will not have any entries until this sunday coz i m going for my weekend.. na, take a deep breath and believe your loves with passion.. eventough you are hoping for something that wouldnt be yours, try to be his/her best partner.... happy holiday

hidup hijau kuning ku...

p/s: haha... sori la my english's not good... eventough ppsmi akan terhapus, but we should make english as our second language.....

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

biskut OREO...

i dont know what to say.. but i just wanna say tat i really miss tat person too susah la nak gtw kat dia yang i was stuck in the middle of heart.. haha.. hari ni tak da apa yg berlaku .. lupa nak ckp, kemarin ptg ada kes gaduh besaq kat kolah.. cuak gila aku.. well i dont want to describe more coz benda2 nie leh jd isu... so kita sembang pasai benda len la... hari ni just on p.c, check mistaken ... bla2... mcmna la sahabat ku sewaktu kursus ritu..bahagiakah mereka...haha jiwang... ish aku nak ckp pasai pa tah... bab2 member kat university dah... hurmm... ni ha ada lagu yang agak best dan dah lama ada dalam radio... aku ada bg lirik kat bawah, nanti cr arr dalam youtube or download... best...

The-Dream)Gym Class Heroes[Dream]

Radio Killer (killer)[Travis]Hah!
You know what it is....
Gym Class Heroes and Dream
It's hard to look innocent when I got cookie crumbs all over my face...
Ya hear me?[Chorus (Dream):
]I like girls, they like meT
hey look so good in there satin jeans
Want you to be the one and my only
I wanna be faithful but I can't keep my hands out the cookie jar
My hands, my hands, my ha oh hands
Can't keep my hands (oh),
my hands (oh),
my ha oh hands (oh)
Can't keep my hands (oh),
my hands (oh)
my ha oh hands (oh)
Can't keep my hands (oh),
my hands (oh)
My hands out the cookie jar[Verse 1]
You see I got this problem
I need help trying to solve it
Because meeting after meeting and I'm still a cookie-holic
You can hide 'Em I'm gonna find 'Em on the counter in the closet
And I'll say I ain't do it with my face covered in chocolate
My girl keeps setting boobie traps
To catch me eating scooby snacks
I left crumbs in the bed once but I told her I was through with that
She still don't be believing me but then guess that I'm cool with that
But I gotta sweet tooth
That will never come loose
And the truth of the matter is[Chorus][Verse 2]
I gotta thing for Milano, Biscotti, Italiano
And I never turn down some Oreo's if you got thoseButter Pecan, Puerto Ricans, or them Oatmeal Raisin Asians, Hazelnut Brazilians, MacedamiaCaucasiansDouble stuff or thin mint
It don't matter you getting it
Cause I gotta sweet tooth
That will never come loose
And the fact of the matter is[Chorus][Verse 3]
I'm a monster for these cookiesI'm a beast for they treats
An animal for they cracker
Head to feet they so damn sweet
Can't keep my hands, my hands, my ha uh
My, can't keep my hands,
my hands out the cookie jar
I know you had it (I'll always be)
I tried my best (always be)
I went to Cookie Anonymous
(always, I'll always, I'll always be a freak)
I guess I'm a failure (I'll always be, I'll always be)
I can't seem to keep my damn hands out the cookie jar but it is what it is
(I'll always be a freak)

p/s-haha... aku pun tak faham lirik dia apa... diz for my partner waktu kat kursus ILP Jitra... keja leklok weh... dengaq lagu ni dapat hilangkan kebosanan.. jgan lupa makan biskut OREO na... for sulaiman, hashim n shahrizan.. also to others... kaler maler...

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

missing.... friend never end..

thanks for da memories...

haloo.. selamat pagi semua.. apa khabaq ... haha.. hari ni ku punya partner dah mai keja.. so tak la makan sorg2.. so hows ur life.. hope it will be getting good.. haha.. well hari ni aku nak sembang pasai pa lah... hurmm... haha... pasai membe2 lah.. setiap org ada kenangan yang terindah bersama member2.. kdg2 kenangan n kasih sayang member2 2 lebih banyak dari kasih sayang keluarga ... betoi ka??? hurm.. aku jugak ada kenangan ngan member2 yang tak dapat dilupakan.. waktu aku kat universiti dulu ada pelbagai karenah membe2 aku yang tak dapat aku lupakan... dan the important thing is depa semua can accept me in their ways... tak kisah la in a good manner or not, they still become ur best friend... masa kat kolej dulu aku ada mcm2 perangai kawan aku.. dan yang paling best semua masuk kepala.. kat sini aku nak cerita pasai kawan2 aku start ngan:

1) Lokman @ mang
dia ni merupakan org yang paling alim serta beriman dalam group kami.. haha.. he will never talk about nasty.. sapa tak semayang siap kena tibai.. man ni ada satu tabiat makan yang amat kuat.. dia boleh makan nasi 3 pinggan sehari.. haha... man aku rindu arr kat hang... cinta kita di pantai merdeka... kahkah...

2) Mohd Shahril a.k.a shah pres
dia ni org nombor 1 kolej aku.. mulut dia yang plg bisa antara kami semua.. kdg2 aku siap nak sepak lagi muka dia.. nak wat cmana, dah memang mulut dia mcm tu.. tp dia jugak seorg sahabat yang best. slalu alert tentang hal ehwal universiti.. disebabkan mulut dia yang power tu lah sekarg dia dah jd lecturer kat t'ganu.. congrat shah pres...

3) Mohd Afdzal @ loy
ni la org yang plg sempoi dalam kolej yang penah aku jumpak.. very relax.. dia punya motto ialah RILEX ARR DULU.. mcm2... punyalah ramai pompuan nak ngorat, semua dia tak berkenan.. aku pun heran ngan dia.. memang dia style rileks.. tp dalam byk2 member dia lah yg plg genius.. heran, mcm na lah dia study... well manusia ada kelebihan msg2...

shah, cipoi, k.e, ime, aku(baik)

4) Mohd Fauzi a.k.a poji ningsi

ni pun satu org lagi yang sekepala ngan afzal.. mr rileks guys.. dia ni memang super english very da power... best kwn gan poji ningsi ni... aku ada byk kelas ngan dia.. he always teach me how to excellent in english.. sometime he can be ur good listener.. mybe pemikiran dia yang agak terbuka sket kot...

5) Nor Iman a.k.a ime
ime2, mu bwt gapo.. hehe.. ime ni merupakan gamers yang terunggul dalam kolej ku.. org yang merekrut aku men DOTA sehingga kena tibai ngan man n kena maki ngan sebastian.. sentap.. haha..

6) Saiful Idzuan @ cipoi
hurm tatau nak ckp apa kat JJ ni.. hampa tau dak JJ tu apa?? JJ stand for jejaka Jambu.. haha.. memang jambu pun... awek setiap sem bersilih ganti.. sehinggalah terjumpak kat penang,... hehe cipoi ku lawak ja...

7) Khairi Syazwan @ k.e
ni la org yang tak penah marah dalam grup aku.. punyala sopan n baik hati.. kdg2 tak sampai hati nak marah kat dia sebab dia seorang yang baik hati.. kalau da apa mslh dia lah org byk membantu.... hehe miss u k.e..

9) Saufi @ arab
ore ganu gak ni.. hehe merupakan ketua blok.. skali tgok muka mcm kacukan Arab.. last2 kecek ganu.. budak akaun yang power gila babas.. tak study pun leh score... power gila.. bela jin kot.. awek dia org penang.. Arab+Mami... jadi apa lah.. hehe just kiddin

p/s: jgn marah na.. aku lwk ja...

Monday, July 13, 2009


wa....... hari yang panjang and sangat bosan.. aku seorg lagi ni kolah.. no partner.. tak mai lak demam.. cian... tak tau nak bwt apa.. sebenaq nya aku pun tatau apa tugas Fasilitator ni.. mengikut kursus hari tu, kami hanyalah sebagai pemudah cara.. erm.. pemudah cara bagi rangkaian SCHOOlNET.. @ GITN.. haha.. router asyik2 blinking ja.. mcm na la nak guna SCHOOLNET.. syukran ada streamix.. boleh la aku YM, update blog yang baru ku buat tak sampai seminggu... best juga ada blog.. can express our feeling.. hurm.. talk abt feeling ni memang persoalan yang sukar di jelaskan.. well everyone has their intuition abt their feeling.. haha same goes to me.. its hard to tell anyone tru blogers, or sms, or anything else.. hanya org yang mengalami nya akan feel tat intuition.. bosan lah ckp pasai feeling.. semalam aku baru ja dgq lagu yang agak lama dah ada dalam laptop ayah aku.. tak sangka lak lirik nya best.. OST Ungu Violet, MENANTI SEBUAH JAWABAN by Padi was really a nice song.. liriknya memang khas utk org yang mengharap.. sound goes hard.. tp lagu tu memang sesuai sgt.. haha.. ni kat bawah ada lirik lagu tuh.. walaupun dah lama lagu tu dimainkan, tp lagu tu syok bangetttttttttttt....
Menanti Sebuah Jawaban

Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu
Seiring jejak kakiku bergetar
Aku tlah terpaku oleh cintamu
Menelusup hariku dengan harapan
Namun kau masih terdiam membisu
Sepenuhnya aku...ingin memelukmu
Mendekap penuh harapan...tuk mencintaimu
Setulusnya aku...akan terus menunggu
Menanti sebuah jawaban tuk memilikimu
Betapa pilunya rindu menusuk jiwaku
Semoga kau tau isi hatiku...
Dan seiring waktu yang terus berputar
Aku masih terhanyut dalam mimpiku
Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu
best kan.. walaupun simple, tp ada maksud yang mendalam.. jd for those yang mengharap, dengarlah lagu ni.. aku pun dgq juga coz aku pun pernah mengharap sesuatu yang tak mungkin dan tak pernah akan dapat jd milik aku... weh sedih seh.... :(

Sunday, July 12, 2009

cloudy, rainy and mess...

hari ni yang plg bosan dalam hidup ku.... haha... dah la partner tak mai keja.. so all the pc problem i had to settle down by myself... boleh ka??? hentam ja lah.. dah nama pun keja... tak da apa nak wat sgt... nak ym pun bosan.. mcm na la dgn fasi2 yang lain.. seronok ke dorang.. well tepuk dada tanya selera... haha semalam i was text with someone tat i really adore her.. well guest her?? haha.. urm.......... nak kena transfer kolah pulak.. buat2 dapat pedalaman mampos la aku.. nak balik........... lapaq!!!!! guys i m listening to American Suitehearts.. by fall out boy.. best bangeeeeeeeeeett...

Friday, July 10, 2009


lets talk about someone that ure ald miss them..

u know my heart was stuck to somebody and i dont how to express my feeling..

its really amazed coz tat person didnt know that i was really like hhhh....

what i m gonna do??

guys i m listening to katie perry - thinking of you..

its really sad and was the saddest day for me...


a new me..

hello guys.. i m creating a new ways to express my feeling via net..
well give me ur comment..
i m waiting ur result guys.