phase 1

• hari ni sgt panjang coz byk benda kena bwt.. pi aloq staq la... cek makmal baru, set up lcd lg... semua tu as a new experience to me.. tak lah bosan sgt hari ni..


• i dont know what to say for blog today... i just thinking about my future, and present.. and then i feel that there is a lot of path and journey that i had to face it by myself.. day after day past without any sign, and i realise that my heart was fallen into somebody... and i dont know why it was happened to me.. why not to others... my friend keep asking me "hey asrul, why do you look so blink2".. and i said, its nothing.. ahhhhh... why people surround me can get their love in past and good manners.. its seem to be the hardest word to me.. but, i always set in my mind maybe that person was not suitable or maybe God has given me another person to be part of my life..


• well, life must go on eventough you had to facing a big matter.. living in these worlds must be crime and tough.. like my late grandma say, we should not let anything goes without any action unless u cannot face it anymore.. guys, do you believe love?? this questionaire always plays in my mind.. i do beleive love but for me there are many ways that we can find loves.. no matter in what ways,love begin when your heart was stuck together and its called love to me... love doesnt mean you should having an intimate relationship.. but loves can exist when you cares about your friend... need him/her to be beside you... though you and him/her are not in biologically related, loves also can exists...


• for me loves has a lot meaning and ways....but i realise that there is one love that never lasting.. FRIENDSHIPS..


• do you know why?? because friends was the person know about you everything even you had a bad behave, or good.. they know you so well and keep supporting you... he always cover you when you in problems. better friends is like a guard, because he keep protect you and when you down, he always keep you up.. a loves between friendship existing when he keep swallowing what you had done to him... without sincerity, loves never exist between you and him/her.... do remember one thing guys, never fall in loves with external factors.. but adore him/ her when he keep you up.. brings you joy.. loves his/ heart, kindness, and loyalty.. dont ever let materialistics, good looking take over your relationship...


• thats all i can say for today.. that mean, my blog will not have any entries until this sunday coz i m going for my weekend.. na, take a deep breath and believe your loves with passion.. eventough you are hoping for something that wouldnt be yours, try to be his/her best partner.... happy holiday

hidup hijau kuning ku...

p/s: haha... sori la my english's not good... eventough ppsmi akan terhapus, but we should make english as our second language.....

biskut OREO...

i dont know what to say.. but i just wanna say tat i really miss tat person too much...tp susah la nak gtw kat dia yang i was stuck in the middle of heart.. haha.. hari ni tak da apa yg berlaku .. lupa nak ckp, kemarin ptg ada kes gaduh besaq kat kolah.. cuak gila aku.. well i dont want to describe more coz benda2 nie leh jd isu... so kita sembang pasai benda len la... hari ni just on p.c, check mistaken ... bla2... mcmna la sahabat ku sewaktu kursus ritu..bahagiakah mereka...haha jiwang... ish aku nak ckp pasai pa tah... bab2 member kat university dah... hurmm... ni ha ada lagu yang agak best dan dah lama ada dalam radio... aku ada bg lirik kat bawah, nanti cr arr dalam youtube or download... best...

The-Dream)Gym Class Heroes[Dream]

Radio Killer (killer)[Travis]Hah!

You know what it is....

Gym Class Heroes and Dream

It's hard to look innocent when I got cookie crumbs all over my face...

Ya hear me?[Chorus (Dream):

]I like girls, they like meT

hey look so good in there satin jeans

Want you to be the one and my only

I wanna be faithful but I can't keep my hands out the cookie jar

My hands, my hands, my ha oh hands

Can't keep my hands (oh),

my hands (oh),

my ha oh hands (oh)

Can't keep my hands (oh),

my hands (oh)

my ha oh hands (oh)

Can't keep my hands (oh),

my hands (oh)

My hands out the cookie jar[Verse 1]

You see I got this problem

I need help trying to solve it

Because meeting after meeting and I'm still a cookie-holic

You can hide 'Em I'm gonna find 'Em on the counter in the closet

And I'll say I ain't do it with my face covered in chocolate

My girl keeps setting boobie traps

To catch me eating scooby snacks

I left crumbs in the bed once but I told her I was through with that

She still don't be believing me but then guess that I'm cool with that

But I gotta sweet tooth

That will never come loose

And the truth of the matter is[Chorus][Verse 2]

I gotta thing for Milano, Biscotti, Italiano

And I never turn down some Oreo's if you got thoseButter Pecan, Puerto Ricans, or them Oatmeal Raisin Asians, Hazelnut Brazilians, MacedamiaCaucasiansDouble stuff or thin mint

It don't matter you getting it

Cause I gotta sweet tooth

That will never come loose

And the fact of the matter is[Chorus][Verse 3]

I'm a monster for these cookiesI'm a beast for they treats

An animal for they cracker

Head to feet they so damn sweet

Can't keep my hands, my hands, my ha uh

My, can't keep my hands,

my hands out the cookie jar

I know you had it (I'll always be)

I tried my best (always be)

I went to Cookie Anonymous

(always, I'll always, I'll always be a freak)

I guess I'm a failure (I'll always be, I'll always be)

I can't seem to keep my damn hands out the cookie jar but it is what it is

(I'll always be a freak)

p/s-haha... aku pun tak faham lirik dia apa... diz for my partner waktu kat kursus ILP Jitra... keja leklok weh... dengaq lagu ni dapat hilangkan kebosanan.. jgan lupa makan biskut OREO na... for sulaiman, hashim n shahrizan.. also to others... kaler maler...

missing.... friend never end..

thanks for da memories...

haloo.. selamat pagi semua.. apa khabaq ... haha.. hari ni ku punya partner dah mai keja.. so tak la makan sorg2.. so hows ur life.. hope it will be getting good.. haha.. well hari ni aku nak sembang pasai pa lah... hurmm... haha... pasai membe2 lah.. setiap org ada kenangan yang terindah bersama member2.. kdg2 kenangan n kasih sayang member2 2 lebih banyak dari kasih sayang keluarga ... betoi ka??? hurm.. aku jugak ada kenangan ngan member2 yang tak dapat dilupakan.. waktu aku kat universiti dulu ada pelbagai karenah membe2 aku yang tak dapat aku lupakan... dan the important thing is depa semua can accept me in their ways... tak kisah la in a good manner or not, they still become ur best friend... masa kat kolej dulu aku ada mcm2 perangai kawan aku.. dan yang paling best semua masuk kepala.. kat sini aku nak cerita pasai kawan2 aku start ngan:

1) Lokman @ mang

dia ni merupakan org yang paling alim serta beriman dalam group kami.. haha.. he will never talk about nasty.. sapa tak semayang siap kena tibai.. man ni ada satu tabiat makan yang amat kuat.. dia boleh makan nasi 3 pinggan sehari.. haha... man aku rindu arr kat hang... cinta kita di pantai merdeka... kahkah...

2) Mohd Shahril a.k.a shah pres

dia ni org nombor 1 kolej aku.. mulut dia yang plg bisa antara kami semua.. kdg2 aku siap nak sepak lagi muka dia.. nak wat cmana, dah memang mulut dia mcm tu.. tp dia jugak seorg sahabat yang best. slalu alert tentang hal ehwal universiti.. disebabkan mulut dia yang power tu lah sekarg dia dah jd lecturer kat t'ganu.. congrat shah pres...

3) Mohd Afdzal @ loy

ni la org yang plg sempoi dalam kolej yang penah aku jumpak.. very relax.. dia punya motto ialah RILEX ARR DULU.. mcm2... punyalah ramai pompuan nak ngorat, semua dia tak berkenan.. aku pun heran ngan dia.. memang dia style rileks.. tp dalam byk2 member dia lah yg plg genius.. heran, mcm na lah dia study... well manusia ada kelebihan msg2...

shah, cipoi, k.e, ime, aku(baik)

4) Mohd Fauzi a.k.a poji ningsi

ni pun satu org lagi yang sekepala ngan afzal.. mr rileks guys.. dia ni memang super rileks..tp english very da power... best kwn gan poji ningsi ni... aku ada byk kelas ngan dia.. he always teach me how to excellent in english.. sometime he can be ur good listener.. mybe pemikiran dia yang agak terbuka sket kot...

5) Nor Iman a.k.a ime

ime2, mu bwt gapo.. hehe.. ime ni merupakan gamers yang terunggul dalam kolej ku.. org yang merekrut aku men DOTA sehingga kena tibai ngan man n kena maki ngan sebastian.. sentap.. haha..

6) Saiful Idzuan @ cipoi

hurm tatau nak ckp apa kat JJ ni.. hampa tau dak JJ tu apa?? JJ stand for jejaka Jambu.. haha.. memang jambu pun... awek setiap sem bersilih ganti.. sehinggalah terjumpak kat penang,... hehe cipoi ku lawak ja...

7) Khairi Syazwan @ k.e

ni la org yang tak penah marah dalam grup aku.. punyala sopan n baik hati.. kdg2 tak sampai hati nak marah kat dia sebab dia seorang yang baik hati.. kalau da apa mslh dia lah org byk membantu.... hehe miss u k.e..

9) Saufi @ arab

ore ganu gak ni.. hehe merupakan ketua blok.. skali tgok muka mcm kacukan Arab.. last2 kecek ganu.. budak akaun yang power gila babas.. tak study pun leh score... power gila.. bela jin kot.. awek dia org penang.. Arab+Mami... jadi apa lah.. hehe just kiddin

p/s: jgn marah na.. aku lwk ja...

awaiting...

wa....... hari yang panjang and sangat bosan.. aku seorg lagi ni kolah.. no partner.. tak mai lak demam.. cian... tak tau nak bwt apa.. sebenaq nya aku pun tatau apa tugas Fasilitator ni.. mengikut kursus hari tu, kami hanyalah sebagai pemudah cara.. erm.. pemudah cara bagi rangkaian SCHOOlNET.. @ GITN.. haha.. router asyik2 blinking ja.. mcm na la nak guna SCHOOLNET.. syukran ada streamix.. boleh la aku YM, update blog yang baru ku buat tak sampai seminggu... best juga ada blog.. can express our feeling.. hurm.. talk abt feeling ni memang persoalan yang sukar di jelaskan.. well everyone has their intuition abt their feeling.. haha same goes to me.. its hard to tell anyone tru blogers, or sms, or anything else.. hanya org yang mengalami nya akan feel tat intuition.. bosan lah ckp pasai feeling.. semalam aku baru ja dgq lagu yang agak lama dah ada dalam laptop ayah aku.. tak sangka lak lirik nya best.. OST Ungu Violet, MENANTI SEBUAH JAWABAN by Padi was really a nice song.. liriknya memang khas utk org yang mengharap.. sound goes hard.. tp lagu tu memang sesuai sgt.. haha.. ni kat bawah ada lirik lagu tuh.. walaupun dah lama lagu tu dimainkan, tp lagu tu syok bangetttttttttttt....

Menanti Sebuah Jawaban
Artist: Padi

Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu

Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu

Seiring jejak kakiku bergetar

Aku tlah terpaku oleh cintamu

Menelusup hariku dengan harapan

Namun kau masih terdiam membisu

Sepenuhnya aku...ingin memelukmu

Mendekap penuh harapan...tuk mencintaimu

Setulusnya aku...akan terus menunggu

Menanti sebuah jawaban tuk memilikimu

Betapa pilunya rindu menusuk jiwaku

Semoga kau tau isi hatiku...

Dan seiring waktu yang terus berputar

Aku masih terhanyut dalam mimpiku

Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu

Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu

best kan.. walaupun simple, tp ada maksud yang mendalam.. jd for those yang mengharap, dengarlah lagu ni.. aku pun dgq juga coz aku pun pernah mengharap sesuatu yang tak mungkin dan tak pernah akan dapat jd milik aku... weh sedih seh.... :(

cloudy, rainy and mess...

hari ni yang plg bosan dalam hidup ku.... haha... dah la partner tak mai keja.. so all the pc problem i had to settle down by myself... boleh ka??? hentam ja lah.. dah nama pun keja... tak da apa nak wat sgt... nak ym pun bosan.. mcm na la dgn fasi2 yang lain.. seronok ke dorang.. well tepuk dada tanya selera... haha semalam i was text with someone tat i really adore her.. well guest her?? haha.. urm.......... nak kena transfer kolah pulak.. buat2 dapat pedalaman mampos la aku.. nak balik........... lapaq!!!!! guys i m listening to American Suitehearts.. by fall out boy.. best bangeeeeeeeeeett...