i miss you.....

once upon a time... huhu... i miss someone.. but i feel we do not match to each other coz of something... btw, i ll try to keep far apart from this miserable thing... this is so disasterous.... i need to recycle it... i wont bother u anymore.. slowly i'll go from your life....

i'm back

adoii... penatnya kpli... huhuhu... this is SUCK... i never feel like this before.... well, feel like something new inside this blog setting.. so impress hahaha... i miss my hometome.. by the way, i think this is a right time to activate my blog... i haven't wrote for about a years.. i guess... i do love all my KPLI friends... sokey will continue tonite.. i had a lot of stories to tell....

positive+negative

ntah lah wei...aku xtau nk tulis apa...aku xtau nk kata apa...apa yg aku tau...aku rindu kn dia sgt2...minda aku sntiasa tringat kn dia...hati aku slalu mnyebut nama dia...tp ntah lah...dia pun sama ker mrindui aku??dia pun sama ker msih memikir kn ttg diri aku??adakah dia pun sama brmimpi kn aku ketika tidur mlm ny??atau hny aku sorg jer yg msih mngharap kn pd si dia lg??aku sorg saja ker yg msih trkenang kn dia lg??apa yg ptut aku laku kn??aku xsekuat apa yg kau sngka kn...malah aku sndri xsngka aku bgitu lemah sebegini...aku rindu kn kau sgt2...jiwa aku kosong sgt2... mcm2 da terjadi dlm beberapa hari ni.. aku teringin sgt nak jumpa dia tp hanya dalam kebetulan ja.. sedeh... aku nak sembang gan dia, lepak do everything gan dia.. tp keadaan belum tersedia untuk dia jumpak aku... tp semuanya salah aku sebab aku dah bawa dia dlm hidup aku.. kesian dia.. tp aku....

monday mourning....

this song is very nice and fascinate me too much...

kotak

masih cinta

Tik tik tik waktu berdetik

Tak mungkin bisa kuhentikan

Maumu jadi mauku

Pahit pun itu ku tersenyum

Kamu tak tahu rasanya hatiku

Saat berhadapan kamu

Tik tik tik air mataku

Biar terjatuh dalam hati

Mauku tak penting lagi

Biar kubuat bahagiamu

Kamu tak tahu rasanya hatiku

Saat berhadapan kamu

Kamu tak bisa bayangkan rasanya

Jadi diriku yang masih cinta

Kamu tak tahu hancurnya hatiku

Saat berhadapan kamu

Kamu tak bisa bayangkan rasanya

Jadi diriku yang masih cinta

blessing......

Menanti Sebuah Jawaban
Artist: Padi
Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu

Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu

Seiring jejak kakiku bergetar

Aku tlah terpaku oleh cintamu

Menelusup hariku dengan harapan

Namun kau masih terdiam membisu

Sepenuhnya aku...ingin memelukmu

Mendekap penuh harapan...tuk mencintaimu

Setulusnya aku...akan terus menunggu

Menanti sebuah jawaban tuk memilikimu

Betapa pilunya rindu menusuk jiwaku

Semoga kau tau isi hatiku...

Dan seiring waktu yang terus berputar

Aku masih terhanyut dalam mimpiku

Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu

Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu

marhaban ya ramadhan al-mubarak

salam, days to days past without any sign and unexpected things was happen.. by the way, i just want to wish happy eid mubarak.. may Allah bless us ...

sun+day

wah..... its already 3 days raining without any sign of sun.. well, its okey for me coz it can help to redeem or to control the h1n1 viruses from spreading to my places... haha... i miss the moment when i was in training in ILP Jitra, and it would be a nice couple weeks for me coz i m getting a new friends.. they are from another places, and we had a differ culture among us.. thats things make us become so unique... haha.. eventough we are not in biological relations, for me our relation become so fascinating... and guest what?? i was stuck with somebody who really become my best friend.... haha i was hoping that that person would be my soulmates... is it would be reality for??? OMG, this situation has bring into a difficult path when was telling her that i really adore her... she really make me up from the down and guard me when i was in troble... huh... i cant describe anymore coz she wouldnt read my blog... sometimes people migght think me that i m really insane, but its not a mentality problems for me.. did you know why?? coz when you are in blink2 situation, you say something from your inner heart.. plus, she really amazed me, so thats why i become like this... haha... bla22.......

p/s: everyday i m talking about the damn thing.... haha.... thx...